Creating S. p a . c e.

I have this thing with "space".
I am kinda obsessed with it.

In an un-obsessive way.

I love *creating* space.
I think it is one of the most underrated activities.

s.   p   a    .     c    e.

Depending on how you arrange things
Depending on the presence you create
Depending on interactions
ecosystems
interconnectivities

Energy is emitted.
In different forms.
And feelings.

This energy can come in the form of

.p.ressur.e.
Everything squeezed together
Suffocating
Anxious.
No room for movement.

This energy can be

a.w.     k. w. a.    r.   d.
No one really knows where to go
Or wants to be there
Don't know if you should run away
Or cling to someone.

The energy can be
tttoooooo.muuuuchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Too fast!
Slow down.
Caught up. Can't stop.
Where are we going, again?

Or

the energy can be

.inviting. 
..welcoming..
.i n t r i g u i n g.
.lovely.
.cool.

Space can do this.

And so,
my life. my yoga. my philosophy
Is all about creating space.

I am an artist.
[we all are]
I am creative
{we all are}
I love to connect
/we. all. do/

In different ways.

And I love sharing
space.

And I like to be open
And show you what exists for me
What is present for me
In my life right now

My hurt. My pain. My love. My freedom. My ecstasy.
I believe that when we are truthful with ourselves
with our feelings...
And when we can share our true selves
in all our vulnerability
with others
We connect. On a much deeper level. Than when we try to show the world some fake version, of what we think that we are supposed to be. When we try to prove ourselves, to anyone but ourselves...
Honestly, that sh*t sucks. It gets us nowhere. And we don't connect.
We disconnect.
From each other. And from ourselves.

So, I share.

To remind myself. Where I am.
Right now.

Because sometimes I forget.
Because I am far from my family. my friends. my dog. my comfort zone.
Everyday
I live outside of it.
And I chose this. I know.
And, now, I am working on creating some stability.
Some support.

And I share
because I know that I need you
but I don't want to ask you to come
I want you to come if you want to
if you are willing

if my space attracts you.
You are so welcome to come dance in it
or sing
or just sit.

So I'm all about creating

s.  p. ac. e.

I am playing with different arrangements. colors. combinations.

But really just focusing on the feeling...
The energy
Of the space I create.

Knowing that when the energy is right. I flourish.
We bloom.
Like a flower.

And little bumble bees
And hummingbirds
And even mosquitos
Flock to us.

And I need all of that. To keep growing. Smiling.
Plus, a few bites- to keep me on my toes.

There is such power in creating space.

You don't need to try to convince anyone to do anything!

Once you create it
the s.p. a c e.

And the energy vibrates

What you need
Will come.

San Pedro, Costa Rica